trust ,lacking ,and the outcome.

if only our roots were made of steel
and we didn't rely on them to heal

if only time were a little bit kinder
and we didn't hold on to the past
tighter and tighter

if only our hearts had the guts of a fighter

and love faded
like washable markers
and stuck on blue crayon

then i'd be smiling right now
instead of hurting like a castrated coward.

tints and hues

my work station *_* ....theres nothing i love more than really loud music and hours making cool things. Searching for new muses because I've got an inspiration addiction!

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spirit-grinder.

I'm in major need of renovation.....to breath in some inspiration...

.next week...paint.draw.music.pray. non-Stop!


-this shall be my possible salvation.

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recovery.

There are reasons why the mind thinks before it speaks....ponders before it's actions....there are reasons why sometimes the mind should and will stay dormant.
Mine has awoken from a deep deep sleep...it shall stay awake and live to see new moments, wake to learn new things as well as to experience them. I vow to not hold back. To go all out and to continue to keep and open mind to everything and everyone.
There are reasons why the mind hides...but it knows when to come back and conquer.

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wintering.

mmmmm...can you feel it?
The cold air fighting it's way here, the cool breeze of winter teasing?
I have stayed away because I am learning to experience things with a new open mind. I am staying positive and working on creating my future.

There's more to come.....

but for now...this will suffice.

..in circles..

I am craving change. I am not exactly sure what I want and how to go about getting it. It is safe to say I am stuck, not in a bad way but nonetheless; frustrating. I am stuck in emotions and that never does anyone any good. I'm trying to let go of a nasty feeling that just doesn't belong with me anymore. I am trying to stay positive and most of all productive, because if I let myself sit out too long I might just stay there.
 I have new plans for my future; business minor?, more cooking, research research and more research, more writing, work work... oh yes! and work.  I am content...yes...yes I am. Now, let me just get out of the grasp of this quick sand that is slowing me down and I'll be set and ready to let things flow again.  :D