Tuesday, July 7, 2009

train wreck.

forgive me ...i've been in a trance.
no time.
well...time not well spent.

but i have a new muse and well...i might be able to come up with something here and there.

25 more days.......
and i'm anxious and nervous.

i've hooked on my confidence mask and im ready to start all new.....

eeekkk...here i go.......

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


"the way you made me feel the other night was wondrous...so wondrous. and the way you make me feel every night....i can sleep....i can dream."

Monday, March 23, 2009


estoy en un cuarto lleno de ratas. ratas enormes con colas gruesas y dientes largos. y sus unas de acero. they are clawing at the floar boards in crazed panic as if wanting to hide from something or wanting to find something.
asi se siente mi mente...as if big fat ass rats were clawing on the insides of it. squeeling and screeching...almost making ears bleed. and in attempt to stop this i only cower in a silence. drifting off into my old world were comfort is situated. were nothing can bother or disturb the ignorance my mind has for the rest of the world.


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

second chances.

i will live a life full

of color.

like i see it. like it feels.

vibrant ..

 behind it

alway...black and white.