Tuesday, June 28, 2011

pull my daisy.


       Moving back to Irvine Ca. for two months since our lease is up here in Tustin. Then at the end of August it's back to the Bay! 
Boxing up all my books and I came across my Allen Ginsberg book, i'll leave you with one of my favorite poems int there and a couple of pictures from my files to enjoy. July is coming and I cannot wait to go home.

Pull my daisy
tip my cup
all my doors are open
Cut my thoughts 
for coconuts
all my eggs are broken
Jack my Arden
gate my shades
woe my road is spoken
Silk my gardens
rose my days
now my prayers awaken

Bone my shadow
dove my dream
start my halo bleeding
Milk my mind &
make me cream
drink me when you're ready
Hop my heart on
harp my height
seraphs hold me steady
Hip my angel
hype my light
lay it on the needy

Heal the raindrop
sow the eye
bust my dust again
Woe my worm
work the wise
dig my spade the same
Stop the hoax
what's the hex
where's the wake
how's the hicks
take my golden beam

Rob my locker
lick my rocks
leap my cock in school
Rack my lacks 
lark my looks
jump right up my hole
Whore my door
beat my boor
eat my snake of fool
Craze my hair
bare my poor
asshole shorn of wool

Say my oops
ope my shell
bite my naked nut
Roll my bones
ring my bell
call my worm to sup
Pope my parts
pop my pot
raise my daisy up
Poke my pap
pit my plum
let my gap be shut

       - Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac, and Neal Cassady <3
                                         New York, 1949

P.S. READ Dharma Bums by Jack Kerouac  GO here for summary

-Julia Randall

-Brian Viveros

Inspirations for my future Tea House.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

let down your hair.

    As a child one of my favorite things to do was help my mom braid her hair. Back in her day it  was custom to have long hair in the Mexican culture, it was preferred...but once out of her house she cut it all off(a 70's bob), she of course has long hair again. I think I went through the same phase as she did.
 I think to have long hair is beautiful and I always envied those girls with gorgeous long locks. My hair on the other hand would never cooperate and so back when I was naive to vanity, I chopped it off and it stayed chopped off for 5 years. I was a rebel so I have fried, dyed, and killed my hair over the years, I saw it as dead cells and as vain so I did what I wanted with it. I always of course desired I could grow it as long and beautiful as my mothers. I came to respect even more the dedication it took to take good care of your hair and to be organic about it. It is currently a little past my shoulders and OH! how I am resisting the temptation to cut it. I want it to be healthy once more...and I want to say I had long hair like my mothers because truly I am in love with the way it flows, as well as my older sisters but shhhh we don't want to boost her ego. :) Well, lets hope my urges to chop it off and dye it (although that one may fail) wont get to me. I hope to have it so long that I can braid it like my mom does (I still love helping her braid it).

Sunday, May 8, 2011

oily surfaces.

OIL PASTELS!!! They are the such a blast!!! I am currently working on 3 different paintings ..all taking their seperate paths. Two of them are in oil which is my favorite media hands down. They are so much fun to work with...shading.thinning down.blending.etc. I am stoked to be on the move again...looking forward to sharing some old and new works!
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Saturday, May 7, 2011

old finds!

 I am super stoked...I recently found some old computer files with probably two years worth of collected pictures. Food, fashion, art, my old art, cool things, etc. I am beyond excited...because added to the pictures I have since then collected, I have hundreds. YAY!! for cool photos. I am a photo collecting JUNKIE! I save anything that captures my eye and that inspires me to create and such. Which is what this blog was made for...BOOOO! horrible job on my part at keeping it updated, but it is now a must because frankly I am getting just a little sick of making up excuses for not creating cool shit! This coming summer will definitely be for saving up towards a laptop! WOOO!  Anywho....heres a few photos from those awesome found old files. ENJOY!
                          i loved this photo because it is a little how my sketchbook works sometimes!

just a little taste ...... <3

Sunday, May 1, 2011

trust ,lacking ,and the outcome.

if only our roots were made of steel
and we didn't rely on them to heal

if only time were a little bit kinder
and we didn't hold on to the past
tighter and tighter

if only our hearts had the guts of a fighter

and love faded
like washable markers
and stuck on blue crayon

then i'd be smiling right now
instead of hurting like a castrated coward.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

tints and hues

my work station *_* ....theres nothing i love more than really loud music and hours making cool things. Searching for new muses because I've got an inspiration addiction!
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011


I'm in major need of renovation.....to breath in some inspiration...

.next week...paint.draw.music.pray. non-Stop!

-this shall be my possible salvation.
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Friday, April 8, 2011


There are reasons why the mind thinks before it speaks....ponders before it's actions....there are reasons why sometimes the mind should and will stay dormant.
Mine has awoken from a deep deep sleep...it shall stay awake and live to see new moments, wake to learn new things as well as to experience them. I vow to not hold back. To go all out and to continue to keep and open mind to everything and everyone.
There are reasons why the mind hides...but it knows when to come back and conquer.
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